Stephanie loves Aaron Stanford :3

1:42pm: So yeah. I know I pretty much abandoned Livejournal and I haven't updated in like, 19 weeks!?! And I got a nudge from a friend. :]

I've moved on to xanga. I don't know. It suits me better. AND IT HAS BETTER LAYOUTS!!!

My url is www.xanga.com/bewarexxzombies

11:29pm: I've never been so violated before in my life.

Yesturday, I was on the train heading to school when I feel something touching my ass. I turn around to see a short (shorter than me) mexican dude behind me. I give him a look and he stops. I'm thinking, "Well, the train is pretty crowded, so maybe it was a mistake.". A couple of minutes later, I feel him touching me again. But this time, he's rubbing on it. Angry, I grab his hand and push him. Right at that instant, the train arrived at the next stop so I rushed out as soon as the doors opened. All I said was "What the fuck!" to him, but I immediately regretted it as I began to think about what had happened. I was shaking from being so scared, and even a couple of people around me noticed my nervousness as I waited for the next train to come. When I finally arrived at school, I called my mom. She told me that I should've kicked him in the nuts, lol.

Anyway, I saw "300" today. AWESOME MOVIE!!!!!!! I LOVED IT SO MUCH. IT WAS GREAT!





History class is such a bore...so I draw all over the sheets that she gives us. A lot of Harry Potter going on, lol. But I chibi-sized myself...hehe.





I'm giving anime a try. Doesn't really work out though :/





When I drew this, all I said were two words. "NO. PUPILS" I don't know. I just decided to leave her with blank eyes....

11:58am: Meow...
I'm currently in my dad's house right now. Sitting down in my room, I can hear my dad and stepmother arguing outside of my door. *sigh* Well, at least today is Saturday :/ I'm getting ready for my baby brother's baptism which starts in about two or three hours. And so far, things are going horribly.

Is it me, or is everyone in this whole entire world oblivious to my existence? I don't know. I often feel like that. That's just the way things seem like.

One of my bestfriends, Renee, is fucking transferring to another school, leaving me to rot in the most dreadful highschool in the whole universe, lol. I'll probably, most likely, never see her ever again. But on the other hand, I have my other bestfriend Latoya, who hardly talks to me at all, making me feel like I am nothing; just a speck of dust that's unwanted and bothering. Lets face it. Either way, I. Am. Screwed. I gotta love her though. She's my dork.

I saw my crush yesturday, and I've decided that he's COMPLETE BULLSHIT, AND not that great after all. So whatever. I'm in the process of forgetting all about that emo wannabe loser.

I kept watching the "Beautiful Liar" video yesterday over and over again. I love the song. Beyonce's voice is completely different from Shakira's, so its weird how two totally different things can sound so good together. I think they make a great duo. BUT, I hate the way Beyonce tries so hard to be better than Shakira in the whole belly dancing thing. It's ridiculous. Regardless, the video is pretty cool. Hopefully, I can see more of them in the future.

11:09pm: My "BOOK OF MAGIC"...lol...



This is my binder where I put all of my personal writing and stuff... I have no idea what to decorate it with, but I'm thinking about it ;D Ideas??? Anyway, I did another doodle (suprised?) of my bestfriend, Latoya (left) and me (right). She wanted to see it, so I posted it up on my livejournal.





Yea...she's a Gryffindor. So she sucks. Tough shit, lol.

Scientists say that this world is going to end soon due to the sun frying us to death. And guess what? I believe them :D I just hope that I'll be able to find God by then...

Does anyone know any good livejournal layouts sites???

7:06pm:


I did this yesturday because I was thinking about me and Christine's Harry Potter story, lol. The drunk and dizzy one on the left is me, and the sneaky evil one on the right is Christine. And we're in the Slytherin Common Room. I honestly have no idea how it looks like, but...I tried and thats what I made up, lol. Hehe...my english class just FORCES me to draw. And I had to post it up here just so Latoya could see it. I love you Toya :D

2:18pm: An Old Painting...



This is a pretty old simple painting that I did a while back. I THINK I used acrylic. I'm not sure. I found it earlier in my portfolio case so I decided to take a picture of it.

11:22am: Slytherin!




YAY! That's me as a Slytherin. And yes, I know, I just happen to suck so much at coloring...sowwie. Lately, I've been thinking about Harry Potter a lot...I guess it's because of Christine or because of me and my bestfriend's fanfic... Hmmm...


OOOOOoooo! And I found a lot of Slytherin icons! There's more, but these are my favorites ^_^:

8:10pm: My obsession with Draco Malfoy continues...








I tried drawing Draco Malfoy from Harry Potter (Slytherin rox!) but the result wasn't as great as I hoped it would be. Fuck. Whatever....at least I tried, right? And the other one is an old sketch of myself that I did a couple weeks ago in english class. I was pretty angry that day too (suprised?).


I'm bored...

I want a ham and cheese sandwich...

I had a math quiz today. It was pretty decent.

I <333333 Panic! at the Disco...*sighs*

Oooooo! And X-men!

Yes, I'm still bored.

3:25pm: Another evil picture again...




Ok...I drew this yesturday in class. Why? BECAUSE I WAS MAD, AND HEARTBROKEN, AND DEVASTATED, AND PISSED, AND SHOCKED AND basically all of the words that mean "not good" or "angry". The guy thats in the trashcan, or whatever it is, is the guy that I like, and the girl is me...


This is what happened:


I was having a pretty normal day at school for once, and I went downstairs to my locker. That's when I saw my crush holding hands with this girl. My heart sank to the floor as I watched them walk away all happy and laughing and shit. I couldn't help feeling mad. And that was basically what I was thinking about all day, until finally I poured my feelings out on paper in art class. This doesn't mean that I want to kill him or anything (ew, of course not. I'm totally against it), I was just hurt at the moment. And my friend encouraged me to draw psychopathic shit again so I just went for it. *cries*


I'm having a pretty fucking peachy Valentines Day, eh?

8:43pm: Past Sketches...
Ok...so here are a few drawings that I've done for my school sketchbook. My art class demands that each student frequently draws in their sketchbook because they have to be graded and blah, blah, blah... well... I like this rule BECAUSE I LOVE TO DRAW. And the more I practice, the more I perfect it. SO here they go.






Ok...this one took a lot of time to do. I was reading a magazine (like always) and I came across this photo. The advertisement really appealed to me so I decided to draw it. And I like to draw hands for some reason ^_^





I drew this because I was very, VERY pissed. It's supposed to be me. A family issue had occured and at the time, I felt overly neglected. SO, I tried to focus on something OTHER than what was happening.




AND OMG TOYA!!! START WRITING IN YOUR FRICKEN LIVEJOURNAL!



And I painted my nails black. That's about as interesting as my day gets. Lets face it. I have absolutely NO life.

11:48pm: A Windmill...




Ummm...my poor attempt in drawing landscapes. And the water came out pathetic, lol... I never tried this kind of stuff...sorry.







This is a sketch that's based on me and my bestfriend's fanfic. IT'S JUST A DOODLE!! It's supposed to be Bobby Drake and Latoya...



And by the way. Life. Is. Terrible.





I'm
a Slytherin!


Yay! I'm in slytherin!! I knew it. Something told me that I belonged in that house.

3:36pm: Psycho...




Yeah, that's my hand. And yes, thats a knife....OOOOOO! I love knifes. I would never use em, but they just look so fucking cool! ^_^